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发表于 2004-6-13 21:31:13 |显示全部楼层
I always imagine I were idly sitting somewhere in a deep night, smelling the fragrance of the grass, and feeling the moisture and warmth of the mud under my bare feet. Moonlight so tranquil and starlight so far away, mirrored so clearly in the sleeping water in front of my eyes. Everything around me were in magic and wonder, so lovely just like fairy tale illusion.

我总是幻想着能懒懒地坐在什么地方,夜深沉而宁静。感觉着草的芬芳,还有从光着的脚板下传来的泥土的温润的气息。月光是那么宁静,星光是那样的遥远,这一切都那样清晰地映照在我眼前沉沉睡着的湖面上,一切就好像被施了魔法一般,那样的可爱,仿佛童话中的幻影。

Are they in love, I am just wondering, the moon and the water? If not, why does the moon cast her sight which is so gentle yet so passionate on the water? Yes, the moon must be falling love with the water, just like the Venus was falling love with the Mars...

月亮和湖水,他们在恋爱吗?我有时会暗暗地想着。如果不是的话,为什么月亮用那样柔和而又那样深情的目光望着湖面呢?是啊,月亮一面爱上那汪水了,就像当初维娜斯爱上了战神玛尔斯一样...

Oh, my Lord, who should I be falling love with? Who is the girl in my dream every night? My love, where are you?

噢,主啊,我又会爱上谁呢?谁是那个天天在我梦中出现的女孩呢?我的爱人,你在哪呢?

I ever thought it would be a poor tribute to my memory If I had no special one whom I could love forever. I wished the passion never fade, the blossom of love never withered. Sadly, feeling just comes and goes, vanishing like a ghost. I once made every effort to keep it at least lingering a little longer, but sheer exhaustion was my reward. I was standing there. The auro around me was full of grief and solitude. My heart was sinking, as if the despair had thrown me into the black abyss of depression. I wanted to weep myself out, but could not. I was too tired to cry. Poor sucker!  

我曾经以为,如果我真的找不到一个能让我爱一辈子的女孩,那我的回忆将会暗淡很多。我祈求热情永远不会消退,爱情的花朵永远不会凋零。可惜的是,感觉是那样的令人捉摸不定,有时就像幽灵一般消失了。我曾经那样地努力,只是希望爱情能至少停留得久一些,但换来的却是精疲力竭。我站在那,感受着周围的悲伤与孤独。我的心很快地沉了下去,就好像要跌进了绝望那深黑的谷底。我想大哭一场,却居然哭不出来----我真是太疲惫了。可怜的傻瓜!

I was just too young, I think. I didn't even know what love is. Yet, I put all my passion into it and attempted to work out the answer by sheer passion. Eventually, I got part of the answer, which shows, love can never equal to passion.

还是太年轻啊!我那时根本就不知道爱情是什么。然而,我却为爱情投入了我所有的热情。我试图用我的热情来寻求爱的真谛。最后,我了解了一部分,那就是,爱情绝不等同于热情。

I finally realised that it was not the person in front of my very eyes whom I loved. I loved no one but an illusion in my heart. I was not in love. The fact is I was indulged in constructing the statue of my own goddess, yet the fact became so staring at last that I had no strength to deny it. The statue of goddess crashed down, along with my love...

我最终明白了我所爱的并不是在我眼前的那个人。我所爱上的只是我心中的一个幻像罢了。我并没有真正恋爱,事实上我只是痴迷地在建造着我心中的神像。然而,这个事实最终变得那样的引人注目,我几乎没有力气再去欺骗自己了。神像像于倒塌了,同时埋葬的还有我的爱情....


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:32:00 |显示全部楼层
Yes, I will admit that i was, as I have said, of ignorance on the matter of love, but I was not a fool. The light of nature was ignited in myself. Unhappiness, which also possesses a clearness of vision of its own, augmented the small amount of daylight which existed in my mind. Having wandered so long in the thickest darkness in my life, forsaken by the God in whom I learned to hope, I finally withdrew into my own consciousness and meditated.

不错,我承认,在爱情方面,就像我说的那样,我是一无所知的,但我并不愚蠢。我的心中还存在着一些本性的光亮。不幸,它所具有的那种明晰的洞察力,使我更加清楚地看到了头脑中那还未丧失的本性。我曾经在我生命中最黑暗的地方徘徊了那么长时间,让我明白什么是希望神灵也将我抛弃。终于,我缩回到自己的意识里,并开始了沉思。

Soul immediately went out of my body in which it used to dwell, stood beside the bed where the body was laying, looking down at the body, coldly, and mockingly.

灵魂马上从我的身体里钻了出来,站在身体旁边,冷冷地,并带着嘲讽地看着这身体。

What it saw was a poor little creature, full of scars and wounds, most of which were raw bleeding from all those tortures. It bled, then cracked, then oozed more pain. Ironically, the soul felt no compassion for all the pain suffered by the body. "You ask for it!" it said with a sardonic grin.

它所看到的是多么可怜的东西呀。遍体鳞伤。很多伤口还没有痊愈,往外渗着鲜血。那些流着血的伤口总是一再地被撕裂,并带来加倍的痛苦。具有讽刺意味的是,灵魂并没有因为身体所忍受的这些痛苦而感到丝毫的同情。“这是你自找的!”它冷笑着说。

The body trembled at the words, still in silence. It was so tired and so torturing that it had scarcely the strength to fight back. It gave a glance at the soul, and sighed. The soul was so mirky, and totally in blue. It was quite understandable to the body now that why the soul acted so acidly and acrimoniously. Because the soul itself was in pain, much more pain than the body could ever imagine...

身体听到这些的话,突然颤了一下,但还是没有出声。它实在太疲惫了,受了太多的折磨,而没有力气去反驳什么了。它看了灵魂一眼,轻轻地叹息了一声。他看得出灵魂是那样的忧郁,那样的愁苦。它终于能够理解为什么灵魂会对它那样的尖酸刻薄。因为灵魂也遭受着痛苦,而那种痛苦是身体所无法想象的...


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:32:28 |显示全部楼层
I tried to calm down, but every nerve I have was quivering with agony when I recalled all those things I had suffered. Love, oh, when I thought of this word, it always set my imagination on fire and I could only imagine the scent of roses, the taste of chocolates, and the anthem of God, yet facing all the ferocious and disproportioned chastisements I had endured, I could by no means understand why love was always so cruel to me, only bearing vicious fruit rather than that of happiness. why?!

我试着冷静下来,但一旦我想起我所经历的那些事,我的每一根神精都因为痛苦而颤抖着。爱情,喔,当我想到这个词,它总是能让我的心情异常地激动,而我所能想到的,只有玫瑰的花香,巧克力的甜蜜,以及对神灵的赞美。然而,面对我所遭受的这样残忍而不公平的惩罚,我怎么也不能理解,为什么爱情要对我这样的残酷,为什么爱情总是带来堕落,而不是幸福呢?为什么?!  

The aura around me was thick with unbreathable quietness, eerie, unbearable and frightening my tear-causing thoughts. The voice of my last-made sound, the anguished query, seemed echoing, and vibrating in my ears, getting louder and louder. Huge sharp pain started streaking from my audible organ to every nerve I have.

我的周围是一片寂静,静着让我有些窒息。这种寂静是那样的怪异,让人能以忍受,吓着我不禁停止了那令人心酸的思考。我最后说的那句话,那句痛苦的质问,仿佛在我耳际不停地回响,振动,声音变得越来越大。巨大而强烈的痛楚由我的听觉器官迅速地传向了我每一根神精。

All of a sudden, everything rest in peace again. I was stunned by the bizarre serenity. Like an owl, who should suddenly see the sunlight, from all the darkness of its dwelling, being dazzled and blinded by the unexpected bright- ness, I felt like I had been totally deafened by the accidental quietness.

突然,一切又归于了宁静。我被这种怪异的平静给吓得呆住了。就好像猫头鹰从它那阴暗的住所里突然看到了阳光,会因为突然的光亮而觉得耀眼,甚至失明,这意想不到的安静使我彻底地聋了。  

Then, as it always being, there was wind, and a spray of torn leaves were whirling everywhere. Everything was in gray. The grave environment tortured me. I could feel no pain--it was more than a pain I could tell. And then, I could hear again, the low, heavy, wicked moaning of the wind. I thought I was dead, but no, I could not be dead. I was feeling cold. The chill of wind was registering through my thin garments along with my skin and flesh, and finally dwelling in my heart. My heart was frozen...

然后,顺理成章般地,起风了,枯枝烂叶被风刮得四处地滚动着。周围我一切都变成灰色的了。这种幽灵般的死寂不停地折磨着我。然后,我仿佛又恢复了听觉,我可以听到风的呻呤,那低沉的,恶魔般的呻呤。我觉得我已经死了。不,我还没有死,我可以感觉到冷。冷风穿透了我薄薄的衣服,穿透了我的皮肤和血肉,终于吹到了我的心里。我的心给冻僵了...


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:33:00 |显示全部楼层
The sting of the cold prodded my brain into action again. What had I been doing?  Did I deserve all these sufferings? Should the misery be inevitable, as the cost of maturity?

冰冷的刺痛的感觉使我的大脑重新恢复了思考。我都做了些什么?我是不是就应该忍受这些痛苦呢?我的不幸作为成长的代价,是不是不可避免的呢?

It is difficult not to indulge in meditation at this point.

这个时候,我不禁又陷入了沉思。

What had I been doing all these things for? Oh, yes, love. At least I could point this out.

我所作的都是为了什么?噢,对了,是为了爱情。至少这一点我还知道。

Then, what is love?

那么,什么是爱情?

I did not know. Or should I say, I knew what love is, yet I was just not sophisticated enough to express it. Love is, how to say, just like the wind. you can't see it, you can't touch it, but you can feel it. Yes, love should be nothing but a feeling. I knew that feeling, so clear, so intense, and so overwhelming.

我不知道。或者我应该说,我知道什么是爱情,我只是太过于幼稚和单纯而不知道怎样去表达它。爱情,怎么说,就像风。你看不见它,也无法触摸到它,但你可以感觉得到。对了,爱情应该仅仅就是一种感觉。我知道那种感觉。它是那样的清晰,那样的强烈,那样的无法抗拒。

I can remember, even after so many years, the first time I saw her. Yes, I can still remember it quite clearly, as if it had happened yesterday. She must be an angel in my eyes, so lovely, so sweet. Her thick black hair, which was inclined to wave, and which was easily uncoiled, seemed as if a beautiful waterfall cascading behind her, with the fragrance of flowers. Her lashes, long and shadowy, drooped carefully over her baby-like eyes. Oh, yes, she had the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. They were eyes of fairy, so innocent, yet so refreshing and bright. They are so clean and pure like diamonds, yet so abstruse and unfathomable like oceans. They almost froze me when she looked at me. Her rosy lips were so charming and alluring, as if a red apple, so fresh that you cannot help to bite. The corner of her mouth slightly turned up, had an air of naughtiness as well as encouragement. And you could see her splendid teeth, so write and neat, which should have received an office from God--laughter.

尽管很多年过去了,但我现在还能记得,当初第一次见到她的情景。是的,那一段回忆是那样的清晰,就好像是昨天发生的一样。她在我眼里就是个天使。那么可爱,甜甜的感觉。她有着浓密的黑色的头发,自然地披散着,感觉就好像要随风飘起来。那头发就像瀑布一般,带着花的香味,从她的身后泻下来。她有着长长的睫毛,小心地低垂着,遮着她那孩子般的眼睛。噢,对了,她的眼睛是我所见过的最美的了。那是精灵的眼睛,那样的纯真,同时又那样的有灵性。它像钻石一般的纯净,又像大海一般深奥而难以琢磨。当她看着我的时候,我几乎都僵住了。她的嘴唇迷人而诱惑,就像红红的苹果,新鲜得让你忍不住想上去咬一口。她的嘴角微微向上翘着, 带着顽皮而挑逗的神气。而且你会看到她那雪白而整齐的牙齿,因为她成天欢笑着,仿佛那是上帝的使命。

She must not be so beautiful! I can hear your complaining and protest. No, she wasn't. Nevertheless, she had been that beautiful in my eyes. Perfect. Yes. There was nothing which could stain her beauty im my mind. Because I loved her.

她不可能那么漂亮!我能够听到你们的抱怨和抗议。是的,她没有那么漂亮。但,她在当时我的眼里,确实是那么美的。那是一种完美。在我的头脑里,没有任何东西可以玷污到她的美丽。因为我爱她。

I am afraid I can scarsely depict for you, my dear reader, the feeling I had when i first met her. I don't have that vocabulary. It seemed to me that she were shining, with grand and flowery light. And I was dazzled and surrendered by her glorious grace. My heart was jumping weirdly, and abnormally. My throat was choked with excitement and the emothion of joy. My limbs lost their stiffness, as if liquefying, and my body struggled for a moment to remember how to be a body. I could feel the heat of the flame on my face, and the pumping in my temples. I could even feel the passion in my eyes, the passion of fire! The only thing I could not feel was my breath.

我亲爱的读者,我恐怕不能很好地向你描述我见到她时的感觉。我没有那样的词汇量。当我看到她时,我觉得她就好像在散发着绚丽多彩的光芒。我眼睛都看花了。我完全拜倒在她的光芒四射的美丽下了。我的心奇怪而反常地跳动着,我的嗓子仿佛被兴奋和欢乐的心情给堵住了。我觉得四肢乏力,就好像溶化了一般,我的身子挣扎了好一阵子才站稳。我感觉到脸上像被火烧,太阳穴不停地跳动着。我甚至可以感觉到眼睛里那火一般的热情。我唯一感觉不到的,便是我的呼吸了。

Yes, my dear reader, as you may have perceived, I had totally fallen in love with her...

是的,我亲爱的读者,就像你感觉到的那样,我已经完全爱上她了...


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:38:47 |显示全部楼层

notice!!!!

do not flood my essay ,this is my original
thank u


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:41:08 |显示全部楼层
CrystalMX  在 2004-6-13 09:38 PM 发表:




yep,i wrote it to my girl three month ago

but now she had gone

never back my side。。。。。。


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:47:32 |显示全部楼层
my heart always still

but she didn‘t know and never know

let it be

the girl who i really need is in the face of me

i won’t miss she ,i swear


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发表于 2004-6-13 21:54:30 |显示全部楼层
what‘s more

i  hope that she  live better than me

and also i sure i will love myself better than before。。。。


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发表于 2004-6-14 13:04:33 |显示全部楼层
When you say:"I love you"
Just mean it......

When I leaved my first lover
I lost myself in the spirit all the day
My friend told me:"You make my heart feel pain
                           You love him more than I can imagine......
                           But maybe you just love the love itself
                           Not him......"


I was shaken when I heard her words.
Yes......
I always lost in the beautiful memories which we have made together
I love him
Also I love the memories
I don't want to go out
Because I'm afraid the strong sunlight outside may hurt me
But I know I must go out one day
Getting enough strength to face the world

But I'm not hurried
I'm just enjoying myself now
Let the memory give me some more beautiful days......

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发表于 2004-6-14 15:14:13 |显示全部楼层
aha friend,
ur mind r so close to mine
and ur words full of wisdom too
thank u for ur reply
if u like ,we can make friends each other,may i ?
enjoy urself here^_^


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发表于 2004-6-14 15:20:46 |显示全部楼层
HEHE~~~`

Thank you all the same

I like here

Because I like English

I want to write something in English......

Another reason: Here is a peaceful place......

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yep
this place full of graceful mind
and expecting ur wondful words


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trust  my   brother...

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i appreciate your too!
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发表于 2004-7-5 15:58:26 |显示全部楼层
哇 真牛B。。。用了一个英文字母 哈哈
某天如果我觉得不在爱你,就不会再感觉寂寞...

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